Hi, I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints living in Utah.
I have been married to my high school sweetheart for 15 years now. We have AWESOME six year old twins and three Labradoodles. Life is actually really great (it would be even better if this damn pandemic would go away!).
I have just chosen to be very open about some things that more members of “the church” probably should be more real about. I have a huge hope that this blog finds the right person or people who are struggling with the same thing I have been wrestling with for a long time.
A little something I will call GMS, or “Guilty Mormon Syndrome” and a total loss of belief. I am certain that several of us are doing this church thing wrong, and are making ourselves and others miserable. I am also certain that actual “righteous Mormons” are not aware of the pain they are causing to those of us that have lost faith or are yet to find it. I swear, I laugh, I fail, and every once in awhile, I succeed.
I hope I can one day say I was able to help others through my misery.
Lots of love in what I am saying towards others, it is MY truth, I mean no offense as I am on this journey of attempting to find my belief again.
Thank you for going through this with me. ((HUGS)).
